Still The Same

All these days have passed and I've lost the same 1/2 pound and regained it, so I'm still the same.

Still Holding

I'm still holding on and not gaining, but I am starving myself.

Better News

Better news this morning in finding that I now weigh 135.4 lbs.!

Big Surprise

This morning's weight is 136.6--a big surprise since it's the first significant drop below previous recorded weights. Perhaps something has finally kicked in?

October 17 Surprise

Well, the Oct. 17 surprise is really no surprise. I wasn't hungry for dinner so I skipped it and awoke to a weight of 138.0 lbs.

Day After

This is the day after a couple of cookies forced their way into my mouth. 140.2 lbs is the official verdict.

Columbus Day

Columbus Day weigh-in was 138.8lbs. I can't complain about anything because I have had absolutely no will power this time through as far as cravings go. I really wonder if the HCG is the same as the last batch where cravings were not even a glimmer of an issue and I lost sooo much weight by being so good on the diet plan.

Still Cheating

I'm still cheating but since TOM arrived I've managed not to gain. Down to 139.6 now.

VLCD Day #23

I happily awoke to find that I am down to 138.4 which means I'm back on track and only lost three weeks in the process of cheating unashamedly.

Week Three of VLCD

I was semi-good yesterday, but not perfect. Yet, I still managed to drop to 139.8. Let's see if I can control my cravings and actually do the diet right for the remainder of my supply.

October 6th Confessions

Well, 142.0 is the official reading after a weekend binge. No hunger, yet the need to binge. Go figure that self sabotage can be sooooo powerful. I do plan to start, as of today, as if I am at the beginning of the diet all over again.

VLCD Day #17

I'm still battling my mental self-sabotage, but, in spite of cheating like a dog last night, I'm at 139.6. All of this cheating doesn't make sense to me because hunger is not an issue and neither is craving--the HCG handles all of that. I guess that deep down I'm still slightly afraid to be at my personal best on the scale and in looks and that's a hurdle that no food or drug can fix.

VLCD Day15

I have to admit that I haven't been following the diet precisely these past few days, but at least I'm back down to 140.0. I don't know why my psychological protest is going on because it certainly not due to physical hunger. Goes to prove that the mind is a powerful thing and that until the mental issues are handled, there are no miracles.