VLCD Day #17

I'm still battling my mental self-sabotage, but, in spite of cheating like a dog last night, I'm at 139.6. All of this cheating doesn't make sense to me because hunger is not an issue and neither is craving--the HCG handles all of that. I guess that deep down I'm still slightly afraid to be at my personal best on the scale and in looks and that's a hurdle that no food or drug can fix.